Choices, man where do I began. I can hear everyone saying well its your choice but make sure you make the right one. Like I feel like that all I’ve been hearing lately. But when all reality I don’t even know what the right choice is. When I make decision I do it based on how it effects my kids and I (mostly my kids). Now I have been working hard and things have been flowing a lot more easier in a lot of the elements in my life. Now I am still single. But for the most part I like this way. No really commitments or obligations. Now even though I’m single I’m far from lonely. But I guess some of my most recent choices have some my close friends concerned. And I get why, but shit what am I really to do. But to be honest I’m at this point again where I don’t want to tell anybody what’s going on. Because I don’t want to feel judged. Half the time I don’t know if it the right or wrong choice. All I know is it makes me happy, even in the moment, It puts me in a place that I once was so close to, that moment where there are no problems, no arguments, no he said she said, just pure emotions, and with all realness I love it.
Now I won’t going into details about what I’m talking about. But choices are what makes or break a situation. I live my life with nothing but positive energy. I like positive thoughts, saying, and criticism. Now I know what you’re thinking positive criticism? Yes, you can give people criticism without being negative. When you put negativity in the air, only negative things will happen. I like to think that what I put in the universe is what I will get back. Now this years has just started and I have had my ups and downs but for the most part it has been nothing but ups. Some times we get so focused on what people will think about the things we do and don’t want to do. Now I have been like this before always worried about what people will think about who I’m with, what we’re doing, and how picture perfect everything will look like. But really to be honest FUCK THAT SHIT!
Now please don’t think that something serious is going on, shit to be honest I don’t know. I’m just going with the flow. But I like it so far. So when it comes to your choices do what makes you happy even if people don’t like the choices you are and will be making.
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